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The Human Song

Xrave last night was really really cool! The setting up of the maze and all.. The cool thing is that the youths can work so fast in pulling eveything up. Not afraid of the trouble and planning for the event but it’s all worth it for the new people coming to get hell lot of fun! Hahah last night i went to bed with two bruised and swollen knees! Funny thing is I don’t know why i fell! Was like drunk during the game.. Funny how the brain is semi conscious and not knowing what the body is doing. Oh well, i think it’s karma for laughing at how Mary fell down! hahaha

John Mayer’s new album is out!! And it’s pretty gooood by the way! Stumbled upon an entertainment show and Jam Hsiao’s voice is sosososo bagus! Would love to get my hands on his cds! It’s definitely good to plug in your favourite songs each morning! Rehearsal is coming so soon and i’ve yet to memorise my piece! Oh gosh is it weird to not feel worried at this time. hahha! Am gonna have my own practice room by this week! There’s still the smell of fresh paint, and needa start drawing some hideous art to hang it on the walls.

Caught 2012 this week and wah it’s very sad watching people dying throughout the show.. I wonder what everyone will be doing if they knew when is the last day of the world. For the rest of the days on this half dying globe, we can be happy, pursuing riches and glory depending on what makes you happy, or remain unsatisfied until we get what we desire. But one thing i’ve learnt yesterday is that we can choose to put something simple in our hearts call ‘Faith’ to put a smile on our faces :) We need each other and humans will always be the most valuable resource. What is the world we want? What song do we want to sing out of our lives? The decision is ours to make.

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You're the one i want

The weather tonight is not helping me to feel any better. I don’t mean to make this post emo but i just feel like i have to spit it out. I need some silence, really. I wake up in the mornings with so many thoughts running through. My mind can barely catch up with my thoughts. I think i’ve been putting pressure on myself unknowingly with work and commitments. Now that i’m doubting myself if i can do all these..

Our human nature is fragile, with so many emotions. God didn’t make us humans with one emotion or no emotions at all. We feel happy, sad, excited, anxious, scared for a reason. All these emotions make us human. That’s why we can’t depend solely on ourselves. Sadness can turn to depression, anger to destruction, happinese to elation, anxiety to a breakdown if we choose to.. I choose to pray tonight and lift up everything to God. Just embrace joy and let whatever that’s left rot away. It’s those times in lives that we have to go through the pruning, testing, trials and a season of refreshment, we’re grow stronger. One thing that is needed is undistracted devotion. Even through the mundane of the mundanes, i pray for undistracted devotion..

Breathe upon the weary soul

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crookedtooth: Matthew 16:25“For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it.”

crookedtooth:

Matthew 16:25
“For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will find it.”

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“ Don’t bother just to be better than your contemporaries or predecessors. Try to be better than yourself. ”
— Faulkner
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Hot Crosss Bunnnn

Wow just realised how long i haven’t been blogging! Whoooo! Came back from Hongkong few days ago! Had a fruitful trip and came back with a luggage of clothes man and presents for Oct babes! Hk is realllly a place where you literally shop and eat till drop for sure! Though it’s nice to shop, i wouldn’t wanna stay there for life man.. Still prefer Singapore! Am not a patriotic one la. Just find Hk a little too messy, too many people? Hahah even though our Orchard is always flooded with so many people. If ya have a chance to HK, you’re feel that shopping in SG is freaking expensive! Now at Fareast, it’s so hard to find a nice and good quality top at 20 bucks!

Anyway, this 3 days are power pack with Pst Kong coming our church! There’s just something about this man, that there’s this anointing when he preaches over the pulpit. Learnt alot from his sermons and it’s very engaging! The first night’s sermon is rather in line with what i’ve been thinking recently. I’m not satisfied at where i am now.. Been making some plans for graduation already.. I think it’s time to venture further into society.. In time, we have to face all of these somehow.. Be it in business world,  mass media, music industry.. There’s bound to be politics. It’s normal, but it’s the way we respond and carry ourselves that matters.

I have this little habit that i like to eat bread, with fillings that are seen outside. Like chocolate bread, i’ll love to see all the chocolate covering the bread. I hate it when my mom buys bread with fillings that are hidden inside. And i have noooo idea what flavour is it. I’m always hoping it’s cream or chocolate… but i just don’t dare to take a bite, thinking i might just eat some coconut flavour ones. It’s like how people fear the unknown and they don’t dare to give it a try, fearing the consequence. But if I don’t give it a try, I’ll never ever know what it’s inside that bun? Might be the flavour that i like most! I wanna have the courage to try things i’ve not done before! I think before i die i’ll have a list of things to fufill. Like skydiving, snorkeling, eat escargots… Hahaha hope i won’t end up dead doing all these!

Goodnight my semi-consious brain

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Scar-ed Day

I’m guilty of Mary’s scar-ed face now. Really Mary please read this! Okay i’m blogging for you ya since i promised you as an awesome friend :D Please go get a space to blog! Shall dedicate this space to you then hahah! She has totally no idea how she fell! I asked her to reanact the scene again this morning and all she could rmb is she landed on the floor thinking she glided and knocked her chin! Hahah i’ll seriously burst out laughing if i was there! And she was like still bleeding and bruised while rushing to help relief my lesson. She said this to my student:

M:”Is it still bleeding?”

S:*Nods*

M:”Aiya just now i fell down”

S:”See because you walk too fast”

M”Ya, so next time you cannot walk to fast ah”

Hahah i can imagine the student’s innocent expression.. Not forgetting i accidentally punched Mary in the face in school just now! Hahaha call that extreme makeover or what? Oh well i think they word calamitous would describe Mary’s day! But thanks to her! If not i think i’ll lose that student! Don’t worry Mary! You’re still pretty la! I’m very amused that she didn’t dare to drink coke because her mother told her it’s black =.= HAHA okies going to do some reading! I think Mary’s praying to God that her wounds will be invisible to her friends tmr.

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The smallest things

Somebody once said ” If a truly great work of art in the form of a stained glass window glass should be able to estimate the greatness of the whole window by examining one of the fragments even though all the other pieces were missing.” I find that it goes the same in our lives. There are good and bad times. Times when we do things that we’re regret all our life and beautiful times where we’ll embrace till we die. When someone take’s a magnifying glass and takes a look upon our lives. If some portion of our lives are being examined like a puzzle block, does it reflect the big piece of picture that is so pretty? Do the small significant details we act, show who we are? It reminds me of volleyball matches. How in every single trainings, we’re have our own drills in different skills. Spiking, serving, recieving.. I didn’t place attention on the details of footwork, thinking nahh it’s a small thing. These little small details just accumulates and when I wonder why others are doing beter than me.. Well, simply because i didn’t concentrate on the small details, working it to perfection. Can be quite tiring to note down all these details oh man, but a change of attitude towards perfection can be quite nice :) 

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“ The proof of spiritual maturity is not how “pure” you are but your awareness of your impurity. That very awareness opens the door to God’s grace. ”
— Philip Yancey
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Seriously, what are kids learning now man! Hahah zhilin showed me this, was laughin like mad!!

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Small beginnings

I’ll rather not have all these papers. It’s like an internal pressure to do better. But the more i try, i’m much convinced that i’m not good at it. Ah it’s what i love, but it feels terrible knowing that i can’t go very far. You know they say find a job that you love doing and you’re not working everyday. I don’t want to settle for mediocre, this time round. There’s so much more to learn! Though it’s a huge step to take, i’m not doing it alone. It feels much as if people praises you, but deep down you know you ain’t that good. Once and for all, i want to know the truth.. I refuse to give up, no i won’t relent!

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